A day to remember: August 27, 1980

This is my very last post as a 34. Tomorrow, I will be... 35. Virgo from August 27, nothing less, lucky.

I will be celebrating my non-registered portfolio with a tiny little non-registered that only worth 118k. I was far from imaging that this was going to be how I would be celebrating...poor like Job! This was supposed to be an extra special time. I was supposed to shine and registered super great capital gain. But hell no, it didn't happen that way, and I am lost between laughing about it or having a big nerves down.

But hey, its just money, right?

Everything I had worked so hard for finally came by with no f meaning at all.

But, I have to say, me and my pretty self are celebrating tomorrow my 35 birthday, and I am secretly praying God to stay youthful like a 25 for many many years ahead. For once, somebody is on my side. 

Today TSX gains were encouraging, but nothing to be super amazed. We are still way under the 14 000 points. And still very far from the 15 000 points. Its so messy out there. With the recent gains, I didn't took any credit line funds to cover my margin account. It seem like I am going to be just fine.

I unfortunately don't feel much like investing in ANYTHING. And trust me, its a strange feeling. Back in the times, I had some royal investment crushes that need to be feel. Now 35, I invested in pretty much in everything I ever wanted. The only problem is that I don't have enough cash to be financially free. I don't have enough money invested.

 

I was hoping for something more exciting and sexier for my birthday. Anyway, one thing positive at least is that my margin usage is at $64 730. I would like to begin to pay down my margin and leave extra cash at the bank. I am seriously thinking about getting a part-time job, but I am not much excited about losing my free time...

See, I am turning 35, but my sexy life is always, forever the same thing. Year after year, I try to save money, I try to invest, I try and try and I try. Results were showing. Remember my portfolio update of April 2015? That friends, was one of the hell good portfolio. Capital gain were pumping all. I was at 205k value, with a net worth of close 140k... Awesome money. Now, I am not ruined, but I am not running on gold.

As a new 35, I expect the world to be on my feet. I expect to have everything I want, nothing else.