Why Crestsreet Alternative Energy Fund is such a pain?

I invest 1 000$ in the Crestsreet Alternative Energy Fund back on January 5th over the phone with my broker. I taught everything was fine… until I consult my account online. Than, on the 9th, at the time I purchase some PGF stocks, the order had not been executed. I could clearly see that the order had been placed as I wanted, but the problem was that the order haven’t been executed and it date of today, the issue is still the same, even if I had been told by TD that the order would had been executed by Friday (of the 9th). I was quitted disappointed because when I proceed to the purchase over the phone on the 5th of January, I wasn’t told anything regarding the time of the process.

TD Waterhouse really suck and those people do not give a damn about small investors. If I would had knows it would had take so much time, I would probably not invest in the Crestsreet Alternative Energy. Instead, I would have purchased an extra 100 stocks of PGF.UN, which would had made a total of 400 stocks at an annual dividend of 2.04$...

Last week that just pass, I do not what happen to me, I just borrow almost 5 000$ on my credit lign and I invest in that miserable mutual fund and all the rest in PGF.UN. I really wanted to make my move. I was fascinated by Crestsreet Alternative Energy and I was totally enthusiast by the 2.04$ annual dividend of Pengrowth Energy.

And just like a fellow reader wrote to me previously, there’s never been a better time to invest, and I really believe it’s true. My only regret is not having enough money to invest. I do not worry too much of the money I took form my credit line.

I now have a tax-free savings account

I was quite busy this week as I try to figure out a plan to make things better for me. I realize – but too lately, that I have invested too much in mutual funds. But I believe it was something I had to figure out by myself. It took be time and several reading if DF books. However, I do not regret any attends I made.

I finally read Money for Nothing of DF. At first, the reading was difficult, but I bring the book at work with me to read over again and some guy notice I was reading and come to me, asking what I was reading. At work, it’s aloud to read a book when do not received calls, but we are not allowed to magazines. And recently, we are not receiving as much calls as usual. I just hope I won’t loose my job.

Anyway, I show him the book and he asked me if I had money invested in stocks. I told him that no, that I was only reading the book for fun, telling him that the author was pretty good and that he had self-published 2 other one before this one and so on. I never told anyone about my investments I do not plan to do so. No one knows about my 50 000$. Let say I do not talk to others about my money. I prefer not too and its part of the reason why I prefer to blog anonymously and just to have fun with it by my own. And I have to say, I would look pretty stupid if I would go out about it, as my 3 jobs pay, 10.68$, 12$ and 10$ per hour.

Earlier this week, I open a tax-free savings account at RBC and I transfer some of my mutual funds in there. I was quite happy to learn that it’s possible to reinvest the amount of money I could withdraw from the savings account. It’s a huge benefit. But knowing how much I am paying in taxes, I really needed something like this at this time as my overall earnings before taxes make it around 43 000$. It’s not that much, but for me, it’s a lot. And it might be a lot for the government too as I expect to be paying extra taxes on this salary, unless I invest in my 2008 RRSP.

As usual, I did not invest in a month-to-month basis in my RRSP. With my terrible job situation, I prefer, as always, to wait at the beginning of the New Year. And with all the investments I made this year, I do not have extra money to invest in my RRSP. At this point, I realized I might have done my move too quick in the savings account. The issue being that if I do not invest the max of my limit for the 2008 RRSP, I will probably have to pay extra in taxes. And I currently do not have a penny left to pay on taxes.

I consider moving some of my non RRSP mutual funds into my 2008 RRSP.

May 2009 be the year

I had been searching lately for a mutual fund or stock that would had help me gain money – knowing that I had lost so much so far. That’s part of the reason why I purchase Fortis. And its part of the reason why I purchase Dereck Foster third book just today actually.

Today I was off from my 2 jobs and I really enjoy the stay. I sleep in and I went downtown. Some stores were open until 9pm. It was amazing.

On my way, I went to Chapter. Read on some magazines about Angelina Jolie, Britney Spears and so on and, it wasn’t plan from me, I went on the upper floors and there, I saw it, it was it, the third book of Dereck Foster. So I told myself, why not? And there you go, I went home with the book. At first, I read a couple of pages, and I was like gees, he is repeating himself from his previous books, talking about mutual funds and their fees and blabla… But than, I begin to read some new content, something about options… There, I decide to purchase the book, as I felt there was something new right there. And I felt that it was important to purchase and not just to read directly on the spot. One of the reason why of this is that everyone deserve to earn money from what they want to share with others and second, I couldn’t understand at first what it was all about so I decide to buy to study the book at home… oh lol! And I didn’t read it yet.

In the meantime, I am just looking for easy alternative to make money. And I am really sucked at investing. I lost around 15 000$ if not more. But anyway, I just continue doing my way. And there it comes, the Creststreet Alternative Energy Fund (CAM400). The fund had provided a very huge benefit of 21.33% within the last 3 months. This is the kind of return I am looking for. I first did a search on MorningStar. Only the Horizons BetaPro catch my eyes, but those are closes now, from what I understand. After what I go through La Presse Affaires. And there I read Creststreet Alternative Energy Fund. The minimum investment is of 1 000$, which is perfect for me. I read in Canadian Business about the fund and for some people, the fund is kind of suspicious. And no one seems to know about the fund fees. And someone told that the fund had provided 1% in return per week…. For 1 000$, I have nothing to loose. And after loosing so much, I decide to give it a try. My next purchase, on Monday 5th will be Creststreet Alternative Energy Fund.

I am now a little engineer

Yesterday, on Christmas evening, I went to an Internet cafe I am use to go, and I test my Wireless connection. It’s now working perfectly well after proceeding with another scan of my computer. I now have Avast as anti-virus. After the scan, I disable the drivers for the Wireless connection. From there, I taught that if I had mess up, I would had purchased a new laptop on Boxing Day… But it’s seem like God might be from my side…

After the drivers were disable I restart the computer and… than, a miracle happen, on Christmas Day, something happen… I got connect on the Wireless connection of the Cafe, which status was Excellent... Just to make sure it wasn’t just a one time deal, I restart my computer, and…. I was still able to connect…. I am really happy about this because I don’t really have enough to cover the cost of a new laptop. I am just having problem to realize that I make this all by myself. Not like I am working on my laptop every day, I just connect to the Internet a few times a week, and than go online for a couple of hours, that enough for me. And its part of the reason why I do not have Internet at home. I just don’t want to pay for something I barely use.

Before I went to the Cafe, I withdraw some money from my banking account, since I was running out of cash, and oh my god, I never smell that kind of smell before, there was a homeless and it was smelling very badly. He was lying somewhere in the back. There’s always some homeless at that place. But I never got any trouble. I thing they are just looking for a place warm for the night. And knowing there’s no bed for all homeless living in Montreal, I don’t mind seeing some when I withdraw money, as long I am not being attack.

Yesterday, I calculated my overall earning, and I have less than ever, not even 30 000$ now. But I believe market will react positively to Barack Obama after January 20 and I should than have at least 35 000$. Market went down really badly. And what’s happening is terrible.

And its part of the reason why I am looking for the next best thing, the product that will make me or believe that I am rich, and I think I have find it. More to come… :)

On Christmas Eve

Its Christmas and I just arrived from work. Outside, it’s raining, and water got inside my boots and I am really thinking on purchasing a new pair on Boxing Day. My laptop got infected by several viruses and I have been dealing with the problem for several days now. On Boxing Day, Staples have a special on Norton 360 and, before even getting new pair of boots; I want to purchase a good anti-virus. I also have an eye on a mini-laptop, which is at 299$. At the end, it’s all make a big deal of money. I still have something to pay on my credit line since I purchase not those long ago Fortis stocks. I am really into that stocks thing now and nothing make me happier than seeing my portfolio grow, even if it’s lost half its value. But I am still on in and I believe I will continue like that for a while, until I get tired of loosing money like crazy.

The major problem is that I begin to purchase stocks just a couple of months ago. And since we are in the middle of what so ever recession, I just follow the flow, just like other, I am loosing money.

Another problem is that I am getting addictive and it’s a good thing I can move funds from my credit line to my brokerage account. I know it wasn’t made to help me out – but just to make money from small investor like me, but I really enjoy it and so far, the way I have handle it is that as soon as all the amount due on the credit line being paid off, I take another loan to purchase other stocks and so on. And if I keep investing like this, I might no be able to see positive result anytime soon, because markets are so volatile. It’s exhausting me. And I wanted my 50 000$ so hard, it’s so silly and funny at the same time. Sometimes, I take a look at my blog and I laugh at myself because it’s just make no sense and its hilarious, the way its stand out, My first 50 000$, in a so basic English. So innocence and naive, I just love it. And I prefer to blog in English just for the fun of it.

I might have talk about it earlier, but my next projects are, opening a tax-free account at RBC and move in some of my mutual funds I already have with them. I just hope such move is possible. I really enjoy the fact that yearly, an average of 10 000$ per year (5 000$ into the tax free account and the other half in RRSP) can grow away from taxes.

Second project is being to put money in my RRSP because I know for sure that if not I will probably have to pay taxes and I won’t let that happen. I just worried where I am going to take the money from. Like right now I only have enough to cover the expenses of January. Next paycheck in January will all go on the credit line and so on. And I just keep going like that over and over again. But is there anything else I love most than money?

Tomorrow, I am off and I am quite happy. I have been spending a lot of time working on my computer. Next step for me will be to test it into a cafe. My problem being I cannot connect to Wireless which status is Excellent. I can only connect when status is Low or Very low. I have been reading on the topic and I find the word of virus very interesting. But at the same time, I am kind of amused of myself since I have been going on Wireless for so long without the appropriate protection. It’s just like having sex with a complete stranger without any protection…

Anyway, let say I can pretty much handle any kind of situation. And reaching the goal of a laptop without virus had amused me as much as working at reaching my first 50 000$.

And I had been thinking even deeper, about my situation, having to work at 3 jobs just for the money. But I am at the point that I would like to find better paying jobs and it might be possible. It won’t be that of a challenge to find a job paying at least 15$ per hour. But at the same time, I don’t know if I should place my move knowing I am quite ok the way things are at this time. I have been thinking about this over and over again and I finally decide to remain the way I am right now for at least another year or until I have enough of saving money and trying too hard.

But life had been unfair with me but things are the way they are and I am spending the Christmas Eve along in front of my computer.

Me and my little shares

As for my investment, my famous Blue Note Mining is getting up up up… well, from 0.05 cents to 0.025 cents….. that’s pretty good. I am willing to take everything. They have discovered some gold near by the Caribou mine and the stock price begin to rise a bit. But it’s true that for the rest, I am not doing so well, but I comfort myself by saying it’s all for a long-time investment and I have still time to recover from my lost since I didn’t sell anything. I was quite shock by reading MorningStar website, as they were saying that October and November had been the worst months for mutual funds, seem like everyone are selling their units. It is so not the time to sell, it’s just contribute to make things worst than ever, as I consider it will be important that all players small or big keep the money were it is invest. And anyway, it’s not fun to sale now and loses money like crazy. By not selling, I believe I keep a chance to see things coming up again like its use to be. I would just like to see everything go back to normal as I was so close to reach my first 50 000$.

I am not getting too desperate as I begin to purchase stocks. And the funniest thing is that I try to buy when I think we reach the lowest, but the lowest is being beat my another lowest and so on…lol That’s what happen to me with Bank of Scotia. I purchase the stocks at 44.82$. I taught it was a good deal…. But now, the stock price is at something like 30$.......... Oh no!

And that’s not it… as for my Sprott Equity fund, I first did a bad move, I invest 5 000$ at the price of 50$... After what, thinking I could do a good deal, I invest another 1 000$ at 35$ the unit price….. And now, in date of today, the units are around 25$ or less…

The lesson I learn…when I think I have reach the bottom, it’s not being reach yet… lol!!!!!

And what to tell about TIM? And Sprott stocks……….. I just prefer not to talk about it. :)

I believe that when I will have enough of loosing money, I will consult a financial adviser. That’s sit that’s all. But that day might never come as I like purchasing stocks like a rock and I follow the index with a huge interest each day. My only regret is to not be able to make enough money to invest more. This is just so difficult those days to follow the index as t goes up and down and it’s turning me crazy. But I really enjoy. Dividends are really great too to earn.

A smart move of mine was Methanex (MX) even if I didn’t have a clue of what was methanol back than lol. I purchase MX at around 15$ per share. Now they worth 13$ or something. I just don’t want to loose money that much, I want to make some. That’s why I am saying that purchasing Methanex at 15$ was a great move.

I have an eye on HSE, BPO, FTS, ENB just to name a few. But the only concern is where I am going to find the money….. And that’s the reason why my next purchase might be BPO. I would just like to purchase 200 stocks around the price of 6$ and get the high dividend of a it more than 0.70 cents…

At the end, I just can’t wait who things will have turned out for me in about one or 2 years for now. I would very much to reach 100 000$ in asset by the end of my 30 birthday. What’s nice with me is that I can never barely reach my goal, but I prefer to fix myself some funny unreachable goal and make fun of myself than just to go with a little things that I can easily reach.

Just getting better

Things are getting a lot better for me those last days. First, I got my laptop repair last week. I had a problem with it, I couldn’t use the Wireless connection – so I couldn’t connect to the Internet since I always go to a cafe about once a week or so to connect. I got it repair from a guy at my workplace and he was generous to do it for free, after refusing the 60$ I had offer him. That’s for the laptop.

It’s been officially been more than a year that I am at my full-time day job as a customer representative. I plan to maybe look for a better job later on. But for now, it’s still working pretty well for me the 3 jobs all combine together. It’s just I can get pretty tired sometimes and my morning job is killing me, as they continue to cut some hours from time to time. And they sometime tell me to call in the early morning to see if they have work available. And it’s killing me because I don’t have a cell or phone at home and I have to get ready anyway, each morning and call from a pay phone to see if they have work. For now, I only have a little pager. I wouldn’t like to have too much bills to pay as for now my mainly expenses are my rent and my student loans. After the regular living expenses, I wouldn’t like to have a lot of bills to pay as it will kill me to have less money to invest. And forgive about paying on my student loan, I enjoy purchasing stocks too much for now.

I now pay off my credit line at TD Canada Trust and it’s just amaze me how much I can save and pay off debt really quickly. Taking money from my credit line to purchase stocks might not be the best thing to do, but I do what I want and what I like about this is no one has a word to say on anything.

Next big project is my RRSP. I plan to save money from December to March 2009 for it. This year, I have around 7 000$ I can invest in my RRSP and I can’t wait to be finally done with it, and the taxes. Its look good for this year, I might be able to make a bit more than 40 000$ which is a lot knowing that just a year or so, I was down to almost have of this. It’s really difficult to make this amount after taxes for me. And I just hope to me able to make more money in 2009 but I haven’t think of doing anything extra, but maybe joining the army but I am in bad shape and I gain a little weight by working 80 hours a week and not doing that much exercise. And I am white like dead. The only things I like about myself now are my hair. But that have nothing to do with my money.

Running out of time.... and of money

My latest purchase of Methanex Corporation (MX) for 100 stocks was a desperately move to try to make some money as I lost so much. What make me loose a lot are those Sprott Asset Management shares, that I purchase near 10$ and now, its value is not even half of that. Not too much I can do about it. I got also pretty unlucky with the Blue Note Mining stocks, which I purchase at 60 cents, and now, the share only worth 0.015…. And what to say about Timminco… In a way or in another, I don’t regret anything as those where my choices and I completely assumed them.

My only real regret is just not having enough money to invest even more. Time is running too fast and in December, I had to save for my RRSP. I had 7 000$ I need to save – I had until March 2009. I will probably done paying my credit line in December, only if I decide not to purchase new shares until December.

I really like Fortis, and if only I was making 2 000$ more this month, I will definitely purchase some Fortis shares. Fortis is really great, even during rough times, the share didn’t really go under 20$. Now it’s value is 25.98$. If only the share price could false down again, it would be my ultimate buy. And Fortis is based in Newfoundland and as a New Brunswicker, I like the idea to purchase something form the Maritimes. As my Blue Note Mining didn’t turn out really well… The famous Caribou mine is… closing its doors…….. oh lol! It is so funny after all. Mines might not be my stuff after all. I should just gave up on stock and stop trying so hard.

My 3 jobs got well again. I am so desperately in need of money right now. I get upset at some points but I do not show anything about it. At least not openly. At a point, if I was not that dead focus on making money, I thing I could lose control and run out crazy like hell. But that’s my secret, I want to reach 50 000$ one of these days. And writing about my problems is really releasing for me and I especially pay 8$ this evening just to write on my blog. It’s just not the fact on going and writing, it’s the writing and posting, both need to be combine together. The wireless on my laptop still not working.

And now it's Desjardins

After having many issues with TD Canada Trust, now came Caisse Desjardins. I had to update my investment profile with them just because of one mutual fund investment I have with them.

I was really frustrated when I received the letter they send me for that purpose because they told me that if I was not going to update my investor profile, my banking account other asset will be all frozen… No way am I going to invest ever with Desjardins. And this is even worst than what I had last time with TD Canada Trust. Like if I didn’t go through enough yet. Anyway, I place the call, update the stupid profile with them over the phone and promised myself there I would ever again purchase a mutual fund outside a broker account again. It is way too complicated and annoying. And I don’t know if they even realize it, but they are loosing me as an investor and a customer.

When I call to update my profile, I was on my two mornings off and I expect to had nothing to do, but like usual, my plans get disturb and I had to call about 3 times to get this done by an arrogant advisor who was really mean over the phone. Desjardins really suck, just like TD and I am just hoping to find a way out of hell once of these days.

Latest details

For now, I lost of money. And from what I read around, the worst is to come. I didn't sale any of my investment. I might had lost thousands of dollars, but I didn't count how much money I now had, because I know it could happen I only now worth 20 000$ or so. And I probably won't be able to reach my first 50 000$ by the end of the year, but I don't bother. I plan to leave things like they are and invest the max for my RRSP. Which mean I still need to save a 7 000$ by the end of March 2009.

But now, things are more difficult than ever, especially now.

I got flag at my evening job. I laugh at a client, but from my part, it wasn't a laugh in the sense of I am making fun of you; it was a laugh about the situation. Anyway, I learn the hard way, not to laugh at anything. I am pretty serious most of the time, but knowing I work from 9 am to midnight - in 2 different jobs daily, I might got tired at some point and started laughing. After all, maybe I was laughing at myself. Who knows? That’s for the first thing that is going wrong. But luckily, I didn't get suspend - but it was a final written warning. No more laughing. My job is so easy, I am not supposed to loss control.

The price of my monthly rent just gets higher of 15$. When I receive the news, I didn't react. No reaction at all. I am just tired of life and my life in Quebec. I hate Quebeckers and all the rest.

Lack of work at my part-time morning week-days job. I was giving 22.5 hours and since 2 or 3 weeks, I never been able to make my hours.

Other than that, just in date of today, I had another bad surprised at my week-end job as I present myself to work and they told me....... to go back home.... And my whole day was pay. It's the last time I ever present myself there. They went to far my lying to me, saying that they had try to reach me. And I won't accept any lies, just plan to change of week-end job. And good-bye. It's very liberating to use big words in my written. I had a friend of mine who’s under therapy - and for me, instead of exploding, I just use the F word and it's just do the thing. It really does. I just love to use a rude language in writing, as I never used such language in real life. Because my blog is not real, my money disappears and it's really nothing at all.

I am job searching. I didn't search for a job since, I believe - the month of February 2008. It's been 7 months since no job searching. I taught everything would have been ok. Money was coming like crazy. For the month of September, I earn more than 3 000$ after taxes. That's money! I would like to have a job offering 30 hours weekly, flexible, mornings and week-ends. I just don't understand why things are the way they are for me. I sometime laugh at myself by thinking that I am too good for myself, I am too highly skills, my portfolio rock no matter what no one thing, Quebeckers are just too stupid to get that, I am a cool girl and I belong to someplace else.

In the meantime, since I am stuck here, I am job searching and just pray I could find a steady part-time job because right now.